S.A.D Lamasu -__-...

Seriously getting me this year attack of the S.A.D. I am constantly fighting against hibernation. Full spectrum lighting and fish oil helps but only a little. I have to make lists of things to do in order to actually DO the simplest things like... "clean toilet AND SINK ...don't forget the bath... put toilet role in role holder... empty bin AND DON'T FORGET TO PUT NEW BIN LINER IN!!!" I have to prepare absolutely everything for the morning the night before, clothes all in a pile including my own, two lunchboxes in the fridge, all the different book bags, P.E. Bags... you name it. If I leave it for the morning I just stand there, staring at nothing, trying to remember what I need to do...

I don't feel depressed in the least bit. I still feel compelled to wash and brush my teeth and play and read. I am just falling asleep everywhere, my concentration is non existent and I want to eat sweets and bread all the time...

Not worried either. It stands to reason it would be harsher this year because there was hardly any sunshine this summer. And I know, come spring - this will drop off suddenly leaving me in a rather pleasant euphoria for a couple of days... it is like taking ecstasy for FREE without the risk of dehydration nor a slump the day after - WOO HOO! XD.

So in a bid to stay awake - I am behaving out of character and doing a MEME *shock horror*... I might use this phenomenal waste of time method to keep myself occupied in the days to come instead of falling asleep in the arm chair and waking up with an aching neck ... blech ¬_¬.

Nabbed this from katjak

01. My uncle once: Told me I am the ultimate Jew because I deny my own Judaism (actually I totally DON'T deny it ... but if I did...how can you win this argument "OK - I AM JEWISH" "HAHAH- you see? I win!!!" ¬_¬).

02. Never in my life: Have I taken LSD... despite being offered. I can hallucinate without it ... kthx ^^;;.

03. When I was five: I slept in a children house for the first time ... there was a storm which started the air raid alarm and the other children ran out of the house into the rain and we where all wet and got told off by the night watcher for wondering around the kibbutz in pajamas and slippers XD.

04. High school was: CRAP! Lets never talk about that hell of a boarding school again!

05. I will never forget: How the Vulcan Mathematician showed up on my door step two days after we started going out with a tooth brush in one hand, a pillow under the other and announced he is moving in with me ^_^.

06. Once I met: A guy at a bus stop in Natania who told me I should work as a dominatrix because I look like I enjoy whipping people @_@.

07. There's this girl I know: Who I don't get along with in the least bit but I think she makes a wonderful mother... and that is one of the best complement I can give to a woman XD.

08. Once at a bar: I kicked a bloke in the bollocks because he told me my breasts are like satsumas and asked to fondle them XD.

09. By noon: I usually have three cups of coffee or tea ^^;;.

10. Last night: I slept between my two sons on my bed and despite them both rolling over me I slept really well ... odd...

11. If only I had: a PSP I would totally be wasting my time playing CRISIS CORE all day even though it doesn't have Rufus Shinra in it... (There - I mentioned Rufus Shinra - my day is PERFECT!).

12. Next time I go to church: I promise I won't make jokes about Jesus </ lie> .

13. What worries me most: My children's health... even when they are healthy... I am THAT KIND OF MUM ;_;.

14. When I turn my head left I see: A pile of Books bout various aspects of Judaism which are too big for my shelves so they are holding the living room door open.

15 When I turn my head right I see: A mountain of toy cars and plastic dinosaurs.

16. You know I'm telling the truth when: you don't. If I choose to lie - I would do it really well... but I hardly ever choose to, especially if you are are a real life friend... so you are mostly safe!

17. What I miss most about the Eighties is: POWER SUITS :D:D:D

18. If I were a character in Shakespeare I'd be: Shylock... with a MACHINE GUN!!! "GIMME A POUND OF FLESH MOTHERFUCKER OR I BLOW YOUR BRAINS INTO THE NEXT CANAL!!!" (Merchant of Venice... the Quentin Tarantino version!).

19. If I ever go back to school: I wouldn't ... I would go back to university tough to do a masters and study yet another useless ancient language and be even MORE unemployable than ever - MUWAHAHAHAH >_<;;.

Righto... this day would have been a complete waste of time if not for a full hour on the phone with Kara talking about Computer games and other things geeks do so they can go on living ^_^.

I also managed to do the payroll recieved some money from the tax man... which would have been lovely if later on today I didn't have to give A LOT MORE BACK!!! :O.

I am also plotting a way to torch the fuck out of SAGE... because whoever wrote that program is obviously a lost descendant of the Spanish Inquisition who designed this software to make me loos the will to live *sobs* ;_;.